-The World Is Yours-

Thinking of my Death

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 19:28:13 GMT

I read my friend's page and now I just don't feel like I have a purpose to live anymore. No one will give me the time of day but my friends in Hopewell. No girls will go out with me cause the way I am. So the big question is that what is my purpose on this earth. This shows that there is no fucking god out there in the vast thing we call the heavens. For if there was I wouldn't want to blow my brains out with my shotgun. This is the reason I do drugs and drink so you all would not see me on the news with the title "suicide' under my picture. So every fucking religous person and mother fucker out there can go fuck yourself in your fake castle that is built on propaganda and lies. Why do I say this is because everybody in this world is a fucking wanker by my standards for not giving me the time of day to get to know me and trying to see what is wrong. Now nobody might have the chance to fucking get to know me.
FUCK OFF,
Drew T.

I feel sick

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 13:05:38 GMT

I can't wait till this afternoon. I have to get cigs and stuff when I get out. I get to stay out all night tonight so I'm gonna feel good in the morning. I'm gonna get a blunt and smoke that bitch. I will most likely share it with my friend. That is all I have to talk about now so I'll talk later on.
Drew T.

I've come down.

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 14:10:47 GMT

I don't have the drive to do anything at the moment. I have to be home at 5:30 cause I have DAS next Wednesday and my birthday is coming up soon and I've only had two girlfriends. I'll be 18 in 16 days I need to put it on myself to change the way I am. I need to be more outgoing, talk louder, and clean my truck out. I don't have anything else to say right now so I'll catch ya later.
Drew T.

I'm fucked up

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 13:05:29 GMT

I'm gone right now and I'm about to do dos codeing in class. This is so crazy cause I don't know what everyone is saying. That is all I have to say for now later.
Drew T.

Things will never be alright

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 18:31:03 GMT

All my life so far has been a cheap little monkey trip. My family loves me but deep down I can tell they just want me out of there life. My life turned to shit when I got in the 6th grade when I moved to Prince George. I've been ignored by everybody even my family that is why I turned out the way I am. I drink, smoke, and do drugs to take the pain out of my life they make tomorrow seem like it will get better. Only to find out that no one will listen to me when I try to speak to them. Life is like a Colt .45 revolver and your playing Russian Roulette. There is one bullet in the gun and I was the one who got it. I have had classes where only the teacher knew I was there. I want to get out of Virginia, but there is always the calling back. Virginia is almost like Angelville from Preacher Vol.2: Until the End of the World. A reason why I'm so emotionaly unstable is out of the mass numbers of boys and girls that use both hands to count how many people they have been with. I only use one finger besides that my life is a bland feeling of nothing. The best I have felt this year is Saturday when I had 2 shots of Tequilla, a Jack Down Home Punch, and 4 shots of yager. Why no one will go out with me I have no idea, but it may be because of the way I act or the way I look. That is all I'm gonna say so if you want to know more you can go f*** yourself.

Something wicked this way comes!

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 13:16:43 GMT

I don't know what it is but I feel like I'm the only person in the world. The reason is no one really talks to me cause I'm so quite. All my friends say that I look older than I am so that is kinda hard to find a girlfriend. I look thirty no one would go out with me but two people. I'm just whinning about myself I need to shut up. I might be getting a PSP for christmas and two games. We will all die one day so material things will not be carried on to the next life. We need to better are selves as people we can't just kill the earth. If we start using alternative fuel sources we will be better the planet will be healthier. Better are selves not how big are wallets are and the size of are cars.

It's begining to look like something

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 18:38:19 GMT

Today is the day John Lennon was shoot and killed. On A+E there is going to be a show on his death. If a chicken and a half, lays an egg and a half, in a day and a half, how many days would it take a chicken to lay a dozen eggs? Leave a comment if you think you know the answer and I will message you back. That is all I have to say for now so get off my case.
Later,
Bunnyman420

What's that!?!?!?!?!

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 13:58:05 GMT

I got to drive to school today so I don't have to ride the bus. Last night my friend beat Silent Hill. We found it at Gamestop for only eight dollars and that is considered one of the hardest to find. So we bought it we were going to get Silent Hill 3 till I found the first one in the pre-played bin. That is all I have to say for now. Now get the hell out of my bed!!!!!!!

This sucks again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 13:21:11 GMT

This sucks again they took my damn parking pass for another ten days. I was late too many days so they take it again. The thing that is messed up about it is that I just got the damn thing back. I got it back on the fourth and they told me to hand it in today. I'll play by their rules for now cause this is my last year here. Now I don't get my pass back till the 30th of this month cause the 24th, and 25th we don't have school so they don't count that is messed up for them to do that. When I get it back then there is only 15 days till winter break. So by the time I get it back I won't need to drive for a while.

I changed it!!!!

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 18:14:17 GMT

Hey I finally got around to changing a lot of my settings on my journal. So now it looks neat I still need to add some pictures and other stuff. Except I have to wait till I get more pictures to put up. Got to leave now catch ya later, Drew.

This sucks!!!!!!!

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 18:26:28 GMT

Hey Rachel if you are reading this then you have been on my live journal. I love you but this is a messed up predicament. My parking pass has been suspended for 15 days so we can't drive from the 17 of this month till the 4 of next month. I also have Saturday school tomorrow and next Saturday. So I can not miss anydays till the end of the year unless I'm sick and can't get out of bed. If you read this today then I am sorry for all of this. So you will have to find a ride to school till I can drive again. I will call you when I get home and have a talk with my mom. I love you with all of my heart Rachel and I didn't mean to mess this up for you. I love you and I will call you. Plus my cell phone has been taken away. Talk to you later Rachel. Bye I love you more than bunnies.